I have made my decision,I am not going to live.He had loads of fun with his friends and i rot here in hell.He tells every tom,dick and harry that he broke up with me while I still be optimistic that he will be back.Unfortunately I am not that lucky ,I have never been so it should not come as a surprise.I had popped in 25 odd pills last night with alcohol but here I am ,all alive.I think God wants me to rot in hell for the bullshit I have done.
I know of one thing,i can't live without him and i can't live with people making fun of me all the time.
I want to prove it to everybody that I am not a coward and I can take decisions.
I love u Avinash.I know ur happy without me but i am not.
Hey Tanu
ReplyDeleteJust thought of saying Merry Christmas...Read this Book.."The Secret" and belive me it works wonders...I have used all the techniquies in the book and my life has drastically changed from what I was to what I wante to be...don't waste your life and your family's pride for someone who does not even deserves you!!May santa touch your life today and forever!!